..back.. but..
e tot of going back dis evening kept me alive til aft bio pract at 3.. actually can b dismissed at 1 de.. coz of yest's track n field we hav to make up our pract today.. haiz~
actually hav ps de but coz i wanted so much to go back i decided to pon.. ya e 1st part was fun.. as i appoached e right wing i saw a familiar fig wearing nj uni.. ZHI YUAN!!! hahax.. so rushed over n found aileen there too.. den she atarted nios-ing my uni.. yalar yalar.. ITE uni.. sux.. she aso commented tt it short.. how come there were no such comment fr anyone in aj.. mayb bcoz no one simply cares or there r juz too many of them having skirts shorter den mine..
aft tt ran across e central plaza to 73 class bench to find jenyi there wif a 2nd intaker.. poor jenyi stil makes a trip back fr nj everyday.. he stil not used to wearing long pants hahax.. chi high guys.. saw yao zhen hu aso said my skirt is short.. n tt i bcame lian.. got meh? dun hav lahz!!! n yao zhen u shld run for photog exco kkz?! den me n jenyi went to bkshop to buy hc foolscrap.. haiz~ hav a aj one but i refused to use n i went to buy hc's one instead..
aft tt walked ard e sch wif bare-footed aileen, zy n yanchen.. seeing ppl n asking myself y r they here n y am i not? den aileen went to welfare rm to borrow blazer.. n i saw ATP!!! hahax.. shuai ge.. seems lyk every sch's blazer is running out coz of syf.. aileen's blazer was e last of her size.. stil looks a bit big on her tho.. walking ard e sch i can always c a few familar faces n say hi de lohz.. mostly snrs lahz.. but in aj such thing dun happen coz i hardly noe anyone.. esp knowing lotsa snrs is impossible lahz..
aft tt every1 left for their ccas n various actitivies n left me waiting for shell alone at e class bench.. den i decided to finish my tutorials.. looking at it made e tink tt wad is my tutorial my work compared to theirs.. feel so inferior in tt sea of brown all of a sudden.. haiz~ e tots tt invade ur mind when u're alone..
den guess wad.. wei kiat was stil in sch n he greeted me at e class bench.. haiz~ y it wasn't mollie instead.. miss my snrs lots.. toking abt wk, i haven since him since vday.. was so akward aft tt incident.. den bumping into him was lyk.. haiz~ OMG! y is shell taking so long.. den sent wrong msg to a wrong recipent.. so embrassing n awkard.. haiz~ but she noe tt's sth she's not suppose to noe n decided to not probe..
finally shell finished her dance.. it's her comp item.. she's gonna treat me to c her dance nx nx sat too!! hahax.. went KAP for dinner.. tok abt sch, bio n stuff over dinner.. seems lyk clement ong's notes aren't tt bad aft all.. she had to do SDL on gene mutation worx.. aiya.. dunno how to meet up wif her n pass her my campbell.. den she mentioned sth abt CenTaD.. i immediately jumped up n exlaimed: "Mr Chiam!" haiz~ i miss tt teacher n of coz my robotics team.. robotics is under CenTaD mahz.. u wld b so lucky to b under chiam lahz.. beri gd n nice teacher! haiz~ den aft tt we both ate ice-cream n walked to bus-stop 2gether n took a bus home le..
haiz~ eveyone looks so nice in their brown uniform.. if i were in tt uniform i would look nice too..
~^*^~原来我只是突然累了~^*^~
..finally..
got my uni le.. no nid to wear tt flag anymore..
another boring, normal day.. got pe today.. 2.4.. OMG! 16min lohz.. even worse den wad i did in hc.. n i din even stop during e 6 rounds lohz.. really dunno wad happen.. according to jessie it's e track sux.. seems lyk e dist is more den 2.4 lahz.. but mayb it's e weather conditions lahz.. sux.. feel lyk re-doing..
aft pe went back to class.. horrified to find sumbody's bag on our table.. ARGH!! e other table's 'rubbish' thrown to our table.. a wk le lehz.. it's seems lyk all of us hav e same feeling towards her sitting at our table.. i tot i was e oni bad guy tinking abt it.. lyk wad ham defines it'sumtimes even if dis person doesn't irritate u u stil find tt person irritating..' ya n she's tt kinda person..
aft sch pei yu wen to yck to buy St.. got sth inside tt cld help us in our bio 3000-word-essay.. when we were walking back, guess wad we sang on e way.. 海天辽阔，学海蒙蒙终有我华中.." OMG!! sing in front of aj summore..
den was photog.. nope.. he's olresdi a council elect.. congrats to him.. too bad for me.. anyway.. we r divided into speacilised teams.. n i got into darkroom!!!! qoute: " darkroom is e place where u can毛手毛脚.." hahax.. but too bad my grp all galz.. n i happen to b e grp i/c too!!! ya.. spent abt an hr inside tt freezing cold darkrm.. temp has to b cold so tt certain reactions can take place.. quite fun n intersting lahz..
went back to container block to collect bag.. tt kian hong can b v cute when he's not serious lehz.. when he's serious he's really serious.. lyk juz now he playful whispered 'ps camp' to me juz now.. so soft tt i hav to huh so many times.. ya.. tt's suppose to b e agenda for fri.. but too bad i'm going BACK.. anyway it's toopid to organise a camp n take part in it too.. i tot he's suppose to org n not us..
tell me wad to take for aj spirit.. tmr track n field c wad i can take ba.. haiz~ aj is totally no spirit de..
actually nth much to update abt lahz.. juz tt i'm sorta lucky dis morn.. hahax.. today's an early day.. no aftnoon pe!!! yea!!! ya so came home early n decided to blog..
i tink i'm becoming a prominent fig in chem.. my hand shoots up everytime i'm confused.. can't help it.. i'm an inqusitive duck.. miso.. opps.. ms soh muz hav rmb me 4eva.. my class muz b soo smart to understand everything she says.. i seem to b e oni one asking all e qn.. chem equilibrium totally sux..
guess wad?! qiao yun actually has e whole CCS anime+movies+manga!!!! OMG!!!! i got $$$ i'll aso buy!! but asked her to lend me CCS movie 2 1st.. movie 2 rawks!!! oh mianz.. syaoran ish so shuai!!! u d/l tsubasa episode 2 n 3 le!!! OMG!!! muz get her to burn for me.. getting crazy over tsubasa/CCS.. oh mianz.. syaoran.. hahax..
trying v hard to convince my grp to do my pet therapy instead of GP for pw.. (aileen's dream is rejected.. dun fit in 'nature forces' it seems.. tt's y e 2-GP n pet- proposals cum into e pic.. coz these r e oni 2 which r approved in e grp) OMG!! gp.. lyk u haven got enuff of it during normal gp lessons.. i noe it's v feasible.. but it's darn boring.. wad abt doing sth more interesting n feasible.. lyk pet therapy.. wad's wrong abt cats n dogs anyway.. i luv them.. esp dogs.. dun do gp pls.. bsides e survey tt we'll conducting.. e results wun b v gd.. which poly student in e right mind wld say 'yes' to having gp in poly.. cum to tink of it.. poly students chose poly coz their eng sux (min D7) or they simply dun wanna hav anything to do wif eng anymore.. hav sum considerations for ppl wif poor eng but v strong maths n sci can? they certainly wun wan eng to pull them down.. n if it's not lyk a exam/test subj, (lyk CME) y impose it in e 1st place?! y make others suffer when u olreadi noe wad it's lyk to take gp?! choose my intersting pet therapy pls..
going back on fri.. jenyi managed to persuade me to spend $5 on e guitar concert even tho i'm quite broke le.. going back to buy tix fr him.. aso long time din go back le.. i miss 73 n e bench.. anyway getting uni (finaly!) tmr so no nid to go back in tt flag.. can't wait til e wk ends.. =)
somethings' r juz not meant to b forgotten
..1st AJPS outing @ esplande..
shldn't hav slept so late last nite.. was so darn tried today.. can c my sianz face whereeva i go.. so tried tt i gav hw a weak smile when i bumped into him while going for chem.. failed attempt to say hello.. sorry tt i 'scared' u..
aft sch which ended damn early at 1, i rushed home to recharge b4 e long nite at photog outing.. slept for 1/2 half n tok mrt to city hall.. oh minaz.. i was there juz last sat lahz.. i was so darn early so decided to go MPH borwse bk but b4 i cld walk there i received a msg saying tt they were reaching le.. ya so meet e rest of my grp n photog at e gate.. nope he din go.. sobbx.. i was so hoping to c him amongst e crowd.. but haiz~ den walk walk walk to esplanade..
i helped carried e tripod n e conventional SLR while others grumbled abt their heavy sch bag.. i've made a gd choice to go home 1st.. i was oni e refreshd one there.. hehex..
so we reached esplanade.. whoa! much has changed since e last time i've bin there wif hcps.. n it looks diff in e evening.. ya so we reached e basement of esplanade n watched a darn morbid show.. nah.. tt wasn't e whole pt.. we were assemling our equipment n yiting, our snr, taught us a few things abt e camera..
yuppx.. aft making sure everybody noe how e camera function we sat off to e roof top terrace.. tt was e place jun kiat brought us e other time.. e other time where we tried to take a 'hairy arm, hairy leg' couple using e ultra zoom len.. hahax.. den we set up n started snapping.. haiz~ dun lyk tt conventional SLR lahz.. can't even c whether e photos u take is nice or not.. but anyway, learnt how to take a double exposure pic using tt tok cong cam.. den finally kian hong's grp arrived wif e digital SLR n we played wif e zoom burst lohz.. darn cool.. aft tt we slack away le.. too many ppl so few cams is liddat de.. but esplaande is really nice lahz.. a nice place to relax n all.. beautiful senary.. n crazy aj students??? hahax... e few guys in ps r showing off on e roof top wif sum stuts..
aft tt we pestered kian hong for dinner.. at 730 we sat off to marina sq for dinner.. tt was e place jun kiat jun da yao zhen n i went sum mths ago too.. n they sat at e exact same able we sat e other time.. haiz~
ya so ate ate ate tok tok tok til abt 9 we head bak to e esplanade.. whao.. e s'pore river definately look so diff at nite.. shOoOo nice.. so we set up our cams along e river n started shooting.. e snrs were teaching us abt motion trail while we were having sum lame jk n sum guessing games.. sum games tt u cld tink of e most difficult thing to find e anw but e anw is juz darn so simple!!! haiz~ humans.. too complex le.. i'm really starting to c y Occam's Razor exisit..
oh mianz.. i can't blif there r more retards ard!!! oh mianz.. din even noe retards can b presidents too!!! tt kian hong really retard lahz.. we revised black magic til so obvious le he stil dun get it.. haiz~ can't blif he was a staff sum more.. retard ar.. retard..
wa.. tt was really fun luffing at other ppl's retarded-ness.. luff til peng sia.. hahax.. aft e river part we head for e merlion.. where we were splashed wif floursecent lq fr john.. ARGH!!! dunno how he shake tt lightstick de.. shake shake shake aso can break.. tt lq spilled all over my shirt n arms lahz.. i was literally a glowing duck! but lucky din go into eye.. aft hearing tt it's toxic fr a ps alumni, we rushed (me n 3 other gals got it..) to e toilet which was lyk miles away.. OMG! lucky it came off if not we r gonna sue john le..
aft tt nth much happened lahz.. i tot a pic of e spouting merlion which tuned out rather nice.. gonna hand tt in.. stil hav to get 2 more fotos.. 1 of AJ spirit.. (seriously i dun c any at all.. in hc, i wld hav taken e class benches..) n 1 more of anything.. haiz~ stil dunno wad to take.. no inspiration..
den at abt 11 we walked to raffles place n took e last train home.. darn tried.. x_x
~^*^~e paSt nV lEfT mE~^*^~
TSUBASA ANIME RAWKZ!!!
oh mianz.. juz finish watching tsubasa's 1st episodes.. damn zai lahz.. oh mianz.. so darn nice.. syaoran's ShOoOoO shuai.. my god! kkz.. i'm a bit off now.. too excited aft watching e anime.. damn cool lohz.. it's not even aired in china or taiwan yet lohz.. oni in japan.. so i'm watching it in jap wif chi subtitle.. really muz thanx qiao yun for d/l-ing n buring it for me.. thanx a lot.. w/o u i wun even get to watch dis darn cool, darn zai jap ver of tusbasa.. oh mianz!!! those tsubasa/css fans out there.. tusbasa anime is a MUZ watch!!!!
ok let's tok abt my day.. can say it's a v lucky day.. walked out of mrt in e morn den c him.. den i walked to sch all e way bhind him.. oh mianz!!!! he's so darn shuai! rite fr e start i noe dis gonna b a gd day..
den during maths.. he sat bhind me!!!! OMG!!!! so darn nervous n excited again.. i tink i shi tai again by shouting 'NO!' at mr yong.. ARGH!!! toopid mr yong lyk bullet train.. trigo sux lahz.. ARGHH!!!!! dun understand a single shit.. wohzent he kept progressing i was damn confused so i cld oni angrily shout 'NO!' lohz.. aft i shouted tt.. i heard fits of laughter fr bhind.. shi tai shi tai.. haiz~
den when going to chem lab i bumped into him at e staircase again!!! OMG!!! 3x in a day.. i'm sHoOoOo lucky.. heez..
oh mianz.. i'm turning into geogria.. hu despo-ly 'chased' atp sum mths ago.. hahax.. oh mianz.. i miss those guys.. esp barney.. wonder how he look lyk in long pants instead of those short short khakis.. heez gotta go back one day.. but definately NOT in tt flag.. wait till my blouse arrives ba.. heard tt 73 got outing to ubin on 1st may worx.. oooo.. UBIN.. wad r they gonna do there?
btw anyone knew abt tt mr chua prc racist blogger.. walau.. ST juz publisize RI's name can liao.. no nid to put HCJC de mahz.. put RJ even beta lahz.. walau.. tt guy pulled down hc's name mianz.. bi bi ba bi bu!!! hurmpz.. anyway here's a qn on ST reviewpage which goes out to all bloggers out there "What does your blog say about your character?"
kkz.. back.. wen e juz told me tt oni 6 nominees'll MAX b kicked out.. OMG!!! wad's e pt of e whole election when 54/60 remains.. dis ishh sHoOoO toopid.. tt means t there'll b a HUGE possiblity tt he'll get into council lohz.. sobbx..
anyway, listened to jj's 89757 wif ET during break today.. oh mainz.. damn nice!!! tho i din finish e whole album i olreadi spotted 3 nice ones.. oh mianz.. i've always lyk his songs.. n e album design is sHoOoOo nice lahz.. so xu huan de feeling.. so darn cool.. shld i buy or shld i not?
let's tok abt bio pract today.. had miroscopy work.. darn cool.. there's dis really high tech one in front where u can c e specimens transmitted on e tv in e lab.. den u get to c e plant n onion epidermal cells up-close.. cool rite? den we spotted 2 small moving bacteria chasing each other on e screen.. we were so hoping tt when one chased e other they wld fused.. but it chased chased chased den moved past it.. haiz~ anti-climax.. hahax.. lyk watching porn movie liddat.. muhahahaha.. kkz.. muz watch CHASE now le..
..watashi wa.. watashi wa.. aishitaru...
..broken..
it was sth memorable to me.. tt idoit broke it n dared to giv me dis i-din-break-it-it-fell-off-e-table-itself tone.. lyk it was nth.. nth at all.. he shrugged it off lyk nth had happeneed.. xpect me to pick up e broken pieces myself when u broke it.. ("oh, he might juz hurt his delicate hands.." wad crap!) broken pieces juz hurt.. they NV can b recovered..
it was 4o1.. no it was 3o1 den.. we went for dis world-record thingy aft e exams @ je where we helped others sell their stuff.. i stil rmb cleary i sold fried ice-cream tt day.. tt beautiful hand-made bottle with autumn leaves all ard was an oranment bought fr one of e stalls my frenz were tending.. we had a day off sch den.. ya it was so fun.. it was one of those nice lil 'outings' tt 3o1 4o1 had 2gether in e past 2 yrs..
tt lil bottle has bin sitting on my table since den.. til today.. it sumhow 'fell off e table' n 'got itself broken'.. a likely story..wld it fall off e table if u din touch it in e 1st place?! besides it's not lyk it's fragile glass or sth.. it's more a plastic den a glass ok?! juz play ur maple, can't u? stop touching my things, wldn't u!!!!! i've always hoped tt u've NV exisited!!!!
..picking up broken pieces r nv ez..
I STILL DUN HAV MY UNI YET!!!!
ARGH!!!! bi bi ba bi bu supplier!!! so darn inefficient!!! *&^%&^% NO WAY i'm buying 6 lahz.. so damn big.. my frenz said even 4 look big on me lohz.. so there's no way i'm getting 6.. i tried on 6 ok?! OMG!!! i look so bloated lahz.. ARGH!! so ugly.. so dun wan lahz.. wait another 2 wks lohz.. does it matter? i olreadi wore tt flag for 2wks now.. it doesn't matter if i'm e oni one wearing tt flag in class, i juz dun wan an oversized blouse!!!
kkz.. enuff of tt.. had 4 periods of pw today.. was put into grps.. found tt oni aileen's dreams n my pet therapy more interesting.. yu ning's one was abt poly students having gp too.. BORING!!! it's juz a sabtotage attempt.. hahax.. btw, my pet therapy is classified under 'new persecptive' n not 'natural forces'.. as corrected by akshir.. but it doesn't matter lahz.. it's stil a V INTERESTING topic.. to me at least.. =)
d0Gs- thEir iNnoCeNce jUz t0UchEd e hEarTs 0F mAny.. iNclUdliNg mine..
..wad a day..
e morn wasn't v gd.. can't even concentrate on doing phy tutorial.. juz cried n cried aft seeing n hearing e awful fight tt occurs almost v day.. tho i'm not invovled i feel v emotionally affected by it.. haiz~ shldn't elaborate.. i'm juz afriad if i type sum more it'll increase my rage to kill e person mentioned so as to rid all other of tt misery..
anyway aft tt unhappy issue went out to meet my 大侠s.. feels so relieved to b out.. at e same time tt emotional scar stil lingers so wasn't really smiling at 1st.. i muz hav looked troubled.. haiz~ let's do a head count.. me, ananab, ostaf, hw.. eh where's glenn?! oh he went for a nite tour so we were afriad tt he's too freaked out tt he wldn't dare to cum out today le.. nah.. it's juz tt he's BZ BZ BZ again.. haiz~ there's no day tt he's free lahz.. nid time to pei his za bo mahz..
actually wanted to go lido but again we tok tok tok n 4got to alight at raffles place so went city hall to change.. but as we ascend e escalator to e gate, we tot we wld juz settle for suntec lahz.. so suntec it was..
wa.. they seriously shld build suntec nearer to e mrt station lohz.. it was such a damn LOoOnG walk.. ARGH!!! but it was fun anyway walking bhind ananab n watching ostaf stuff leaflets into his bag's side pocket w/o him noticing.. hahahax.. i was giggling lyk mad n he stil din notice..
it was til we reached subway tt he notice tt his bag was stuffed wif them.. hahax.. finally i got to use e subway coupon tt has bin rotting in my wallet for sOoOoO long.. ananab was in his usual scared-tt-his food-will-fly-away eating speed.. OMG! so damn fast..n it was a really enormous sandwich lahz.. aft eating we were.. sorry they were.. lyk challenging each other to go re-fill e drinks w/o e guy at e counter noticing.. but in e end no one did.. all hum lahz..
as usual aft eating we sat ard n tok cock lahz.. ya was rather fun.. hw n ananab actually wanted to watch samara.. but phew.. lucky no time cld fit.. no samara for me hor!!! ask them to watch pacifier they dun wan so haiz~ wandered ard suntec lahz..
walk walk walk nth to c or buy.. (ananab bought his relaxing classics at tower tho) so sat down at kopitiam to drink.. but bought deserts instead.. ok here's e damn fun n disgusting part.. hw n ananab kip jk-ing while we ate lahz.. almost kena choke.. n ananab had his saliva drooled into his desert which no one dared to kope aft tt.. eeww.. i wished i nv saw tt.. heard fr hw tt during sec2 ananab laughed so much tt e noodle or dunno wad came thru his nose!!!! OMG!!! den there was chendol coming out of kkh's de.. n ananab happened to b eating chendol too! hahahaha.. luff lyk siao lahz.. OMG!!!! nv so laughed so happily since quite long ago.. lucky i din choke on my desert.. hahax.. e whole table's juz went crazy.. sometimes we dun even noe wad we luffing at..
OMG!!! i juz heard marble dropping sound fr upstairs!!! kkz.. dun tink of those thingss..
ok back to wad happened.. den teng teng called.. told us mrs ong gav birth le n they r visiting her tmr.. we tot since we olreadi outside le muz as well.. so we called ong to cfm e ward no. n had amazing race thru carrefour to get her baby a present.. OMG!!! ostaf was lyk 'Go! Go! Go!' lucky ananab hun tt area de if not we wun even b able to get e stuff in such a short time.. so bought a cute pink baby set for her daughter.. (aft much agruing.. cldn't turst ostaf's taste)
oh no no.. e race hadn't ended.. we raced to e mrt station.. which is so damn far away lahz.. aso dunno running for wad lahz.. haiz~ e guys wore shoes n ran so damn fast while i oni wore slippers lahz.. so i was lagging bhind carrying all e stuff.. ARGH!!! 'Go! Go! Go!' so darn crazy lahz.. we sometimes do toopid n crazy things..
at e platform.. got M18 movie to watch.. look into e glass c e reflection of a 'hairy arms hairy legs' couple.. hahahaha.. ananab was watching n commenting summore.. den when we r alighting we were scolded by dis ang moh.. "make up ur mind, young man!" OMG!!! y izzit always lidat?!
den went to park mall bus stop n waited for 174 which took a lOoOng time to cum.. ARGH!!! summore i discovered tt my wallet was lost when we were alighting at gleneagles!!! OMG! not again.. but heng i found it b4 i alighted.. n it was darn kind of e bus uncle to hold e door for me while i search.. thanx..
den went into e rich man's hospital to find ong.. yuppx.. saw her baby gal n her elder daughter.. darn cute lahz.. she simply loves her new baby sis.. =) 4 yrs apart is not alot lahz.. both gals summore shldn't b much of a prob.. ya so stayed there for a while tok a lil n went for dinner..
while walking out we saw jaguer n sum v ex car wif chuaffuer de.. oh mianz.. realli rich-man-hospital.. den i realised tt i've lost e hp sock shell gav me for v day!!! OMG!!! 2 loses in a day!!! how blur can i get?! lucky i managed to retrace my steps n found my sock.. phew!
so we decided to take 174 to BTFC.. oh mianz.. i simply miss tt place.. haiz~ so we had dinner there.. i had nth much since i was stil quite full fr e desert earlier.. den when it cums to buying tang yuan + tou hua.. i went to e wrong stall!!! ARGH!!! din noe there were 2!! coz zhixuan went for tt b4 n said it was damn nice.. ya so i tot tt was e one ostaf was refering too.. tho i oni ate tt i was nearly choked again by hw's sense of humour.. cldn't rmb wad we were laughing so crazily abt le.. so crazy..
ya den aft tt went home le lahz.. wif 3 of us taking 67 (all cck) n ananab 66.. yuppx.. n tt was my day.. e most eventful so far.. (coz aj life is soOoOo boring.. xcept where there's cca of coz).. now muz rush PI b4 i slp..
~^*^~cRaZy uS~^*^~
..interesting..
today during pe was lyk heats for 4x100m n 8x50m lahz.. came unexpected.. but anyway.. our guys got 2nd!!!! muhahaha! was lyk til e 2nd runer olreadi den suddenly c dis guy zOoOOommmm.. past everyone.. den we realised it's eng thai.. OMG!!! nv knew tt crappy gay.. opps.. guy can run so fast.. n clar's fr track de aso damn fast.. so ya.. we got 2nd lahz.. well, e gals din do tt well tho.. got 2nd.. 2nd fr e bottom.. nvtheless, dis was e 1st time i feel everyone in 09 cheering n hoping for sth in common.. really nice feeling..
aft pe was a 2period break.. so almost all e gals sat ard dis time n started playing dis water bottle game.. being a retard i decided not to embrass myself n not join in e game.. it was e 1st time i c 09 so noisy during a break.. even tho i wasn't playing i feel tt it's so fun.. ya.. there was laughther n all.. everyone was enjoying themselves playing tt crazy game.. hmmx.. seeing sum improvements here.. but of coz nth can b compared to over there..
aft sch was photog.. 1st gathered at e container classrm.. den we moved to lt2 for sum sorta lecture.. when i opened e door to e lt.. my heart almost dropped out.. OMG!!!!! he was sitting to e seat nearest e door.. OMG!!! he's in photog?!?!?! but he wasn't here last wk.. did i get e rite place? den i rubbed my eyes.. suspecting tt it was a dream again.. but nope..i wasn't a dream n i was at e rite place.. OMG!!! i was sOoOoO happy i felt lyk bursting.. so happy tt i can't take it anymore n told it to sumone.. obviously i cannot tell pei rong bside me if not she'll make fun of me.. so i msged ananab.. oh god! if i dun share it wif anyone i seriously tink i wld burst!!! OMG!!!! i was so damn happppy lahz.. my heart seriously gonna pop out.. den i was smling to myself.. smile til my cheeks numb le i stil can't control meself.. is dis a coincidence or wad?!?!?!?! OMG!!!!! 1st i dream of him nx he's in my cca?!?! OMG!!! sat one row bhind him lahz.. den was lyk kip looking at him lahz.. OMG!!! if he sits in front of me for every lect.. there's no lect where i can possibly fall aslp lahz.. but nth can get in either hahax.. let me tell u sth.. he looks damn cute when he dozes off lahz.. hahax.. ok u r looking at a psyco here.. imagine 30min b4 tt i was stil looking at his pic on e council nominee board at e foyer n telling myself tt i muz support him.. but now i telling myself tt mustn't vote him.. so tt he'll stay in photog.. (tt is besides council he wun jump to another cca lahz..) muhahahahaha..
oh mianz.. this is one day tt i actually din feel lyk going home.. juz feel lyk sitting there n stare at my eye-candy 4eva lahz.. oh mianz.. there's photog again on fri!!! hope he turns up..
~^*^~wAs bUmPiNg iNt0 u a pUrE c0iNcIdEnCe 0r wAs iT fAte?~^*^~
..my fault.. all my fault..
came back fr sch aft 4periods of pw.. not tt bad lahz.. e disccusion was quite fun.. homosexuality.. dreams.. supernatural.. n my class diary idea is working!!! at least everybody writes sth.. =) but am i e one keeping e diary at e end of e day?!?! diary keeper?!?!
back to home.. when i reached, me sis informed me tt my bro is MIA.. not at tuition not in sch.. not one noes where he is.. not even my mum.. so waited n waited til 6.. he stinks!! tink he went play ball or sth.. but guess wad he told my mum.. he went ghost catching.. OMG!!!!! ghost-catching.. skipping tuition for a ball game was bad enuff but can he at least tink of beta excuses?! haiz~ this's wad happens to sumone wif nth at all in his cereberal space..
upon further probing, he stil refuses to tell e truth.. "hu was wif u?" "where did u go?" dunno all e way.. if i were e one asking i wld ask "did ur strench scare away e so-called 'ghost' u r catching?" haiz~ dunno wad's up wif him.. PSLE lehz.. studying is not even on his list.. guess wad tops it? P-L-A-Y..
there's seriously sum prob wif him.. sth wrong up there.. (which practically contains nth.. hmm.. mayb tt's e prob..) n my mum blames it on me n my sis, largely me.. wtf.. lyk i'm e one hu sees him all e time.. lyk i'm e one hu lead him astray.. lyk i'm e one hu moniter his movements.. OMG!! u can't control him wad?! he be wad he wanna be.. ok i admit i dun tok to him v often.. but how u tok to sumone hu practically sleeps e whole day when he's home.. either tt tok to sumone hu's playing maple all e time.. he totally shuts himself up lahz.. wad u wan me to do?! even if u cld tok to him PROPERLY, wad u get wun b wan u wanna hear.. all will b rubbishes..trust me he isn't a person u wanna tok to..
tt makes me wonder y there's dis despo gal aft him.. i tink tt gal is BLIND.. seriously i can't tink of any gd pts.. none at all.. or mayb tt he has a spilt personality.. he's an angel (how gd can he get anyway?) in sch.. n a devil at home.. spilt personality?! whao.. scary..
prediction: he'll violate e law sum day.. 5 yrs? if not 10..
i'd rather tok to a dummy.. at least it doesn't giv dumb anw..
..happy for nth..
i was so happy last nite tt i'm gonna hav a gathering wif my 大侠s dis aftnoon.. but guess wad?! dis morn i switched on my fone n read a msg dated e nite b4 n time 1030pm. "hw is not going too.. so no choice hav to cancel.." tt msg spoiled my entire plans for e day..
den in e aftnoon at abt 130.. went online n discovered hw there.. oh god.. i was so damn^1000000 ANGRY!!!!!!!! i tot he was not free.. &^#^%$#&^%)(&^ den he told me tt he DUN FEEL lyk coming out.. ARGH!!! dun feel lyk.. is tt reason acceptable?!
den ostaf told me tt hw stayed out late yest so he DUN FEEL LYK coming out again today.. ok tt is understandable.. esp if u r meeting a grp of frenz tt is of lil significance to u.. it's no wonder.. ya.. so in a few mths time i guess we wld pass each other n pretend we've nv known each other b4.. sorry i'm juz venting my disappointment n mayb anger.. juz disappointed at how all these turned out to b.. juz a simple meeting n yet so difficult to get them out.. perhaps everyone's bz.. perhaps nobody wishes to c each other..
completely in no mood to study.. sorta lost movtivation in everything.. there seems to b nth much to do other den studying.. which totally sux.. so i try to numb myself by accompanying my mum n lying to her tt i dun hav much work to do.. ya so went shopping.. went to e usual places.. sorta got stuck at popular again.. dan brown.. ARGH!!!! wanted soooo much to take down e whole set.. + secrets to angels n demons n breaking e da vinci code too.. budden considering my time n my wallet haiz~ juz bought 2 colourful notebks for gp.. nv knew notebks nowadays aso so nice..
den came home aft tt.. e numbing din really work.. once i saw my unfinished reaction kinetics (which i can't get a single shit fr e lect.. suay suay tt teacher is my tutor.. haiz~) i feel so guilty n started working again.. haiz~ mayb i'm born to feel guilty aft looking at undone hw.. y din i inherit more of my bro's genes.. hu dun giv a damn abt hw n play maple all day?
juz feel so miserable these days.. so down.. so blue.. mayb i really haven gotten over it.. mayb i expected too much fr these ppl.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! feel so aimless now.. hope tt wkends lasts 5days instead of 2.. realli dun feel lyk going to sch.. sch sux.. life sux.. it's understandable when u hav a class which did practically nth on April's fool.. u shld hav seen wad 73 did.. ARGH!!!!! tot of meeting up wif old frenz but everybody juz seems so bz.. haiz~ they say bonding takes time.. 1 mth? 3mths? 1yr? i tink it'll take eternity..
anyway thanx hw for those words.. u r totally 4given now.. but PLSSS nx time try to make it.. dun let me b happy for nth.. i'll try to b positive.. i'll try.. realli try.. HARD..
mayb i shld hav bought tt deception pt or digital fortress so it cld b my sorta motivation or at least kip my mind off negative thoughts..
i can stil rmb tt dream vividly.. i was sorta playing games holding each others' hand at dis party.. den dis guy- supposedly a shuai ge whom i happen to noe in reality but not tt well- came n broke e circle juz to stand bside me.. e strangest thing of tt dream was tt i actually FELT tt his hand was cold when we held hands during tt game.. n he seems so nervous liddat.. aft e whole game den i realised e reason bhind his nervousness.. he wanted to tell me sth.. n i tink u can all guess wad he said lahz..
n e strangest thing (in reality) is tt.. i kip bumping into him in e most unexpected places these few days!!!! OMG!!! for eg, he juz zOoOoM past me in NYP (i seriously din noe he'll b there n he'll happen to walk past e drink stall which i walked past when searching fr my class..) n even today when i made an odd decision to buy drinks fr e vending machine instead of usually going to e drink stall..
hmmx.. e thing i noe abt dis shuai ge is oni his name lohz.. haiz~ shld hav kept his hp no. lahz.. regretted regretted..
r dreams a reflection of ur deepest thoughts or r they images fr ur future?
~^*^~nv knew i cld feel like this~^*^~
..reflections fr GP..
"isn't it an irony tt there's such a big wHoo-hA over dis pope hu died.. but for thousands hu died during wars.. ppl dun usu giv a damn?" tt sentence stuck me hard.. i nv tot of e significance of e pope's death in dis way b4.. anyway tt sentence was made by my GP teacher, Mr Akshir..
had my 1st GP lesson today.. it was e oni lesson in e whole wk tt we get to move out of e homerm into an air-con one..nv knew gp is so structured de.. nv knew there r so many things tt can b done to improve ur GP.. whoa.. suddenly feel tt my GP cld b improved..
dis happens to b e oni GP lesson so far tt i've managed to stay awake for not 1 but 2 periods.. n my interest was substianed thru-out lohz.. aiya.. if u hav a teacher lyk eric valles hu speaks lyk a mouse n is monotone.. u wun b able to stay awake too.. but Akshir is diff.. he's loud (at least louder den eric valles) n he says interesting things..
another thing i've realised fr him.. we esp sci student hav bin sooo invovled in e world of black n white where there's a definite right n wrong anwser tt we've neglect e shades of grey.. where there r not right or wrong anwser to a certain qn.. juz lyk in life- "wad is happiness?" there's no definite answer..
aft he went thru CAR PIQ, i realised tt we, sci students, hav lost our ability to qn.. it's typical of sci students to accept facts, esp in bio, thrown at u w/o asking qn lyk how? why? wad? it's typical to accept formulas w/o understanding wad they really mean..
actually there can b lotsa meaning hidden in a para or even a single sentence.. but wheneva i read i've nv gone deeper in such implications.. oh well, i guess tt's y GP exists.. to allow dead minds of sci students to think more!!!
oh mianz.. i tink i'm starting to lyk GP.. n i tink wif Akshir my GP wld improve.. but of coz i've to build up my vocab n resource file on my part.. mayb a mircale cld happen again.. juz lyk tt A2 in eng..
hmmx.. does my n3 seem more n more GP-lyk?! i dun min e lang but e thinking n content.. tell me tt they do.. ~.^
shades of PINK = hints of sweetness
..fr friction to fact..
as u might've noe pope john pual 2 died.. n there'll b a papal election soon.. oh mianz.. nv tot i wld b able to witness sth describe in angels n demons.. not e path of illumanti of coz juz e pope death n papal elections part.. but NO NO i'm not converting.. dan brown showed me e dark side of it.. (i assume it's true lahz..) nv tot i wld b able to c actual st peter's sq n basilica in Vatican Cityon TV as mentioned in e bk.. oh mianz.. oh mianz..
ok ok enuff of dan-brown-crazy-ing (actually my fren even crazier.. she exclaims tt robert langdon is SHooOO shuai when he's oni made of up descriptions fr a bk..) let me tok abt my day..
today everyone's supposed to b in uni le.. but i've to wear e pe tee coz i dun hav e full uni.. (blouse outta stock.. this yr gals too small size lahz.. all e small sizes de all gone.. haiz~) it's weird wearing a tight short skirt when i'e bin wearing a rather flarry n long one for 4yrs.. it's even weird wearing e blue n yellow flag walking amongst e grey crowd.. but i tink e sch u is oni nice wif e tie if not we look lyk ITE students..
for once i was so glad my chi was e oni B.. coz u nid eng, 1 maths n 2 sci to b distinition to go for dis sci research thing.. ShOoo gald my eng was A2.. hahax.. sum cldn't join coz their eng B3.. oh mianz.. i'm so lucky!!! gonna sign up for e research course wif animal biology de.. hahax.. but it's a matter of me getting in anot.. limited spaces.. haiz~
den there was lect lyk normal -oni tt today our actual timetable starts- den PE!!!!!!!! OMG.. 1st there's 2 rounds.. n tt's oni e WARM-UP.. when u tot tt's olreadi bad enuff.. den cums e 6 rounds.. n w/o stopping.. (i'm so damn suprised tt i actually managed to do tt..) so total's 8 rounds.. (tho displacement's zero..) n tt's NOT e end lohz.. aft cooling down n all we did sit-ups, push-ups, (on e track lohz.. so toopid.. OMG my knee stil hurts!!!) n star jumps.. my push up sux lahz.. obviously my arm is made up of fats rather den muscles.. therefore fats can't take e strian de.. i'm afraid i wld b e one causing e whole grp to start fr zero.. OMG.. imagine every pe is liddat.. i'd rather die.. i'm so dead.. but gd thing is i can tell my mum i'm gonna slim down..
aft pe was break supposedly for us to bathe.. but i din.. e sch toilet isn't much cleaner.. aft e break was chem.. got tt sucky dunno-how-to-teach-reaction kinetics teacher.. ARGH!!!! so damn suay lahz.. lucky we got clement ong for bio.. if not my sci die le.. chem A rates oni 37% in aj lahz.. OMG.. SOOoO low lahz.. cmi cmi..
aft sch sum of 0905 gals went NYP.. sorta regretted going jc aft seeing e campus.. so damn nice lahz.. oh mainz.. it's was there where i bought this realli pretti clay whitlse-cum-fone accessory.. =)
aft tt at when for our respective ccas.. photog lahz.. e pres quite gd looking lehz.. hehex.. actually aj got more eye-candies den hc lahz.. it's juz tt they aren't in my class.. haiz~ sad sad..
aj photog den zai lahz.. darkrm techiques.. solarisation.. studio shots.. concert.. oh mianz.. imagine i'm gonna learn all tt in time to cum n orge at shuai ges (ya.. ajps has more guys.. tho stil gal-dominated..) on every photog session.. OMG!! hmmx.. life's getting more interesting wif a cca.. but academic/ class life stil sux.. BIG TIME!!
..it takes more den a gust to sweep away this print of the past..
zZo0o0..
haven bin to e zoo lyk since 4yrs ago.. so was rather excited when bumin invited me to go for their zoo outing.. yuppx.. hc's photog outin..
woke up early in e morn at 6 so tt i cld go sao mu 1st b4 going zoo.. den lotsa mishap happened such tt i was late lahz.. haiz~ so they hav to wait for me at e entrance.. sorri sorri..
it's a rainy day.. not actually a suitable day for a zoo outing.. but haiz~ since we r olreadi there juz go on wif it lahz.. bumin was charged $14 while e rest of us $7 (student fare).. muahahahaha.. lao le lahz!!!!
e 1st thing we saw when we entered was dis zookeeper holding a white snake.. eEeKz!!!! snakes r probably e animal i fear most.. so we spent sum time there shooting n shooting but i refused to.. ARGH! snake.. OMG.. so i kept my dist.. e zookeeper den exclaimed tt our cameras r so pro (coz almost every1's holding a SLR..) she concluded tt we r fr sum photog soc.. indeed we r..
den we visited sum yang meh meh.. spent lotsa time there again.. ya got sum nice shots tho w/o a SLR.. den was e white tigers.. ARGH!!! they r all ZZzzz.. haiz~ lazy taphirs too.. den cames e hippo darn cute.. wasted lotsa time n effort trying to catch e hippo thru e glss panel as it swims left to right in it's usual routine.. poor fellow.. oni has tt small path to swim.. tt was e ugly blad emu in e kanga enclosure.. e kangraroos proved to b cuter.. den was e baboons n their great rift companions.. too bad i dun own a SLR.. zoom not enuff to capture gd photos..
soon it started to rain.. HEAVILY.. so siam to an air-con sheter.. remained in there for lyk 45min STONING.. haiz~ e rain completely dampened our spirits.. den when e rain got lighter we walked to e elephants.. den it started to rain AGAIN!!!! ARGH!!! so stoned at e elephant shelter watching e silly elephant doing sum routinal dance..
den we decided to walk wif umbrellas of coz having those SLRs carefully protected.. walked walked walked to e 'Resturants in e Wild'.. damn ex lahz.. OMG.. teh for $180!!! o_O OMG!!! so we decided to go back to e KFC at e entrance to mankan.. haiz~ $7 ($14 for one) wasted.. haiz~ toopid weather..
so we walked put e way we came.. even e animals seem so lazy on dis rainy day.. (jun kiat sees them as 'dead') when we walked past e white tigers we were surprised tt they were awake!!! so snap snap n snap.. white tigers r by far e most beautiful creatures in e zoo..
so had lunch at KFC.. jun kiat told us of a time where he n his frenz paid $150 for a meal wif purely wif COINS.. 10 n 5cents coins to b exact.. OMG!!! e waiter muz b damn pissed.. n i can't blif she COUNTED those coins.. muz hav taken an hr.. so mean.. hmmx.. i sorta miss seeing guys writing wif their left over sauces.. obviously these guys r more civilised den tt.. hahax.. aft jun kiat noe tt i went to aj.. he said tt's a zombie sch.. oh mianz.. he's so damn right..
juz a pic of 2 kangaroos i took which i tot was nice.. (a bit blur.. coz i was juz using consumer cam..)
~^*^~有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了~^*^~
