4/1's BACK!!!
yeah! 4/1's finally moved back to e 6th storey.. though haave to climb e dreadful flight of stair, i'm glad we dun hav to endure e millipedes anymore.. i've enuff of them for e past mth.. n on e 6th stoery i hav me frenz too!! yeah.. now visiting them is made much easier!
chem P1 today.. haiz~ quite ok lahz.. oni a bit tricky tt's all.. yest din learn sum more.. coz e day b4 is chem P2 mahz.. den tml is phy P1.. hav to study a bit lahz.. coz phy MCQ is damn tough de..
now listening to disney magic cd! rawkz mainz.. (xcept for those songs older den me) colours of e wind n whole new world ssooo nice! gonna burn 1 for meself.. bin waiting for dis cd for sooo long!!!
tml going zy's party but not class outing.. sumone not going i aso dun feel lyk going.. hav to buy zy's present sum more.. going broke.. stil hav to treat ananab! muz save! den our dinner change to lunch le.. on sat.. sum1 is really damn enthu.. dunnno wad's weong.. ostaf say he said it's bcoz we long time din get 2gether worz.. hmm.. tot he oni cares abt his beng frenz.. seems lyk i'm wrong.. he DOES CARE abt dis frenship.. or is there sth going on..
smart choice by taking ur SIM card away har.. but r u smart enuff for me..
DIE LE!!!!
even my amaths aso cannot make it le.. how to go jc!!! i can jolly well waste my 1st 3 mths at home.. damnit lohz.. so diff.. qn 10 completely dunno how to do.. den sum EZ tangent eqn made me lose half of my time.. den realative vel used wrong angle.. ARGH!!! i can't bleive how careless i am..
hmm.. fri's dinner seems to b quite successful.. dunno y sum1 seems so enthu.. say OK even b4 hw say OK.. (is sth going on?!)hw is e most ma fan de.. till now stil c 1st.. n there's no way i'm treating him k?! ananab.. can consider if not to ex.. if too ex i'll PAY half of it lahz.. they shld go for e sake of our frenship n not for e treat!!!
yest went down to play candles.. view fr me hse so nice.. e candles lanterns n all.. me e biggest kid down there.. feel so happy to b surround by flames of warmth n hope.. (crap-.-) hahax.. but short of sparklers! wanna play again on fri!!! but wun they tink it's too chardish.. haiz~ dun care lahz!
den yest listened to ying yue ri ji.. oh mianz got dis story so similar to mine.. listen til cry.. (y do i cry so often these day?) dis gal got 4 best frenz.. e 5 of them v gd de.. but e 4 aso got frenz fr other class.. den their grad trip her frenz chose to go wif their other frenz den her.. lyk separated liddat.. so sad ritez.. she was so angry wif them.. nearly not frenz anymore.. but then managed to patch up lahz.. but their frenship wasn't as strong as b4.. haiz~ it's scary tt even best frenz can bcum strangers..
dis morn jun gave me another ZO card.. say any prob can vomit at her.. she's e oni one hu's bin constanly read dis blog n givmme comfort n support.. haiz~ such a great fren ritez?! wanna say THANX!!! hahax.. where to get all dis cards ar? i wanna rite too!!!
~^*^~我学会了~^*^~
Mid Autumn Festival!!
nah.. no celeb or wadsoeva.. sis sick me in e middle of prelim.. daddy not here.. so no celeb lahz.. eat mooncake oni.. celeb oni cums on fri.. hahax..
ya.. me slacking again.. tml a-maths p2.. mayb later practise an hr or 2 can le.. den left 2 more MCQ papers.. slack lohz..
today chem paper.. in e morn discovered i din bring calculator.. (damnit y always chem 4get to bring?!) den shell asked me to borrow fr sec 1.. RUSHED to 1/9 wif shell tagging bhind.. (great fren.. thanx lots.. oh shit 4got to return shell $$$ again!) oh mianz.. lucky teng there.. lend me lohz.. thanx lots!
juz discovered tt fri got lotsa things on.. 1st it was rumoured tt we r gonna go thur our chi papers on fri aft phy!!! argh! toopid chi teachers can't they giv us a break! den dunno classs outing to east coast stil can go on anot.. but i probably not going lahz.. east coast lehz.. too far le.. shell they all aso not going coz they wld b bz preparing for zy's party in e evening.. his b'dae celeb ar.. a bit sianz lohz.. wanna invite invite more ppl mahz.. den FF there aso.. HURMPZ.. den i olreadi asked if 'they' wanna hav dinner 2gether.. tinking of going clark quay n hun.. long time din go there le.. but a bit too far horz.. haiz~ c how 1st lahz..
summary: class outing--not going; zy's b'dae party--probably; dinner?--DEFINITLEY (tt is if they can make it)
every wkend i fall in luv wif u all over again..
feel so farnie today.. in e morn lyk half of e sec 4 not there.. so big gap.. haiz~ those lucky pigs.. today is bio paper.. not say v difficult lahz.. juz lotsa THINKING qn..
den during break when to c how e citisuccess team is doing.. damn toopid to wear a blazer in a NON-AIR CON hall.. pity them.. den was in need of artist talent again.. so i went to find aileen.. exploit her artist talent u noe.. muhahaha.. (aiya she olreadi a bit bu shuang of me doing tt) den draw draw draw lohz.. so xtra there.. was lyk half drawing n half mumbling bio thingy..
den 2nd paper-- bio mcq.. aiyo tt ms wong ar muz b bz thinking abt her wedding such tt she anyhow set e paper.. so many mistakes!!! wad short sighted n long sighted de.. how i noe long sighted is short eyeball or long eyeball!!!???
den aft sch went back to hall n wonder again.. it's lyk nan hua phy v gd liddat.. all e other 4 grps' proj r based on phy.. (pandain muz b SOOO pleased!) zhen ting n zhen ning, both sec 2s even managed to solder a circuit board by themselves.. it's not those type we played on during june lohz.. there no wadsoeva instrutions de.. all assembled by themselves.. so li hai!!!!
speaking abt phy.. aft jin told me not to b so stressed yest.. i din dream of my ohy paper le.. thnx jin.. thnx lots.. speaking of phy.. saw pandian n told him i'm gonna fail.. den he 'u fail i aso fail ar!' -.- ello.. i really is fail le.. den told him muz go hall n c my club's proj.. den he 'wad?! cookies again?!' wad does he always assoicate my club things wif cookies?! argh.. ncc go sell GREEN cookies lahz.. (tt was wad he said to ong)
so fun wondering ard looking at e 'invetions'.. hahaz.. caught by sia n ang:'eh y r u here?! no nid to study ar?!' plz i nid to destress.. was fansinated by dis pri sch's paper making fr recycled paper thing.. so cool! den e paper cum out e texture is so nice de.. den stil got many other nice nice proj lahz..
den e most farnie is tt 2 'malaysia VIP' go n kah jiao my grp.. teach them how to present.. but aso gd lahz.. e other teams lyk such gd speakers..
oh mianz.. i lyk woodlands sec' uniform!!! ostaf say look lyk sailormoon.. ya tt's wad's nice abt it wad.. so 哈日! nice nice! ^_^ haiz~ din stay till tt v BRIGHT chan shu sen cum lahz.. so late 4 o'clock lehz.. seriously he's e BRIGHTEST among all e other ministers.. hmm.. mayb all edu minister r BRIGHT.. tt thaman-dunno how to spell his name-aso v BRIGHT.. (u dunno wad i min den nvm.. muhahahaha..)
so 2 o'clock went home le.. on e way saw kok swee.. muz b back for sorccer.. den ostaf was lyk saying he rmb ananab telling him sth abt kok swee but cldn't rmb wad was it.. damnit.. ANANAB! WAD DID U TELL HIM?! aiya.. he got 老猪痴呆症 de so shldn't b able to rmb lahz.. den was lyk craping n craping wif ostaf.. god.. he's bcum so damn lame.. ARGH!! den was toking abt tt teng n huifen.. he tinks tt teng is aiming for e president seat.. muz gan diao every1 liddat.. plz lohz ppl oni sec 1.. say wad she tink FAR.. i tink u tink too much.. den teng was complaining abt huifen coz she say she din do anything.. den huifen seems to noe wad teng is saying bhind her back.. hmm.. tt's wad galz r.. complicated..
told him i not going tonite le.. actually shell's going.. say wad go play candles.. argh.. so boring.. sum more FF's going so i dun wanna go lohz.. plus i'm so damn tried aft all thse.. den ostaf say he aso dun wanna go le.. coz it wld b rather boring..
den i was scaring ostaf wif my wisdom tooth extraction experiences.. muhahahaha.. coz he's gonna extract 2.. aft o.. his is grow HORIZONTAL de lohz.. imagine.. ok den he was telling me his class gonna publishing chi compo bk aft 'o's.. n nx yr cum back for sch opening tt time 4/3's gonna hav class gathering 1st b4 cuming 2gether.. haiz~ so damn united ritez.. hiaz~ if 4/1 is half of wad they r.. den he was haolian-ing to me how cl teacher lyk him.. HURMPZ!!!
~^*^~dIs dA dAy i aSsIgNeD mysElF to sLacK n i sHalL mAkE fUll uSe oF iT~^*^~
argh!!! bin hav NITEMARES abt my phy paper lately!!! will it eva cum true.. or izzit tt i'm juz TOO STRESSED!!!
haiz~ chi's another bumper.. tt close passage n compre 'll b my largest pitfall i tell u.. damn difficult.. toopid yang meh meh.. pactically nth to copy fr e passsage.. den e toopid summary all e same de nth to sum at all.. argh! can't expect myself to pass.. haiz~ now both lang aso so lan i can really go poly le..
e tot sum ppl staying at home n slp while i'm in sch doing bio paper tml makes me so GEK!! y did i take bio in e 1st place?! not tt i sux at it.. it's juz tt if i dun take it i wun b in dis idoitic class.. haiz~ i wld b in sum place else.. sum place wif beta frenz n beta class spirit..
tt ostaf.. v farnie de.. dis few days kip asking me whether going to mooncake fest celeb on fri anot? wad has it to do wif him?! anyway.. shell's considering to go coz qm n sum 2/3 ppl r singing.. if she go den i go lohz.. if tt FF go den i dun go loh
my sis went for camp le.. me alone wif my bro dis 2 days (damnit!).. eh my sis aso tink tt gal hu always call lyk her lohz.. PUI! i was lyk 这种人也有人要？！ den she say any type of person aso hav ppl lyk de.. hm.. den y haven my mr. right appear yet?
I NID MY GOR!!
Careless Me
okok i'm slacking again.. haiz~ tml oni 1 paper mahz.. dreamt of failing phy n pandian scolding last nite.. damn scary.. haiz~ worked so hard for phy aso no use..
Argh!!! dun understand y i rote x but kip pressing divide on e calculator!!!! damnit! in e end got a SIMPLE qn wrong.. ARGH!!!!! can't stand myself!!!
geo was ok excapt for e mapwork.. toopid setter got sum funny sense of direction.. dunno where's east where's west.. in e end got all of us confused.. (we aso toopid lahz.. din spot e mistake).. change le stil din giv extra time.. damnit.. den all of us lyk rushing thru e last few qn.. tt shell.. haiz~ study devt go do environ.. in e end end up crying.. haiz~ my advice-NV take risks during exams..
saw ostaf at e bus stop when i went home.. he's mentioning abt tt holi he said we can all go 2gether aft e 'o's.. of coz i wish tt we cld all go but.. look at e situation now? izzit even possible?
den home le.. watch wan quan yu le over lunch.. but din get to c renfu.. today xie zhi.. he so damn serios de.. no fun.. den they intro dis jap pdt.. egg PRESSER.. worz.. so cool can press e egg into nice shape.. guys.. eggs r no longer oval.. den got dis ice-cream making yoy.. imagine making ice-cream as u play yoyo.. dunno how japanese can tink of such things.. den they were trying translate wen bei.. haiz~ dun they noe micheal learns to rock olreadi sang e eng ver..
i truly suspect mark is wif chari.. c them walking to sch 2gether couple of times le.. c mark every morn sum more.. coz he live in same area as me den take e same mrt in e morn sum more.. den today saw his buddy w/o him.. den saw him wif chari again.. me n aileen were lyk gossiping again.. hahaz..
i seriously suspect my bro has a gf.. tt same chio gal hu came to our last bbq.. she calls him everyday lohz.. n they'll tok lyk for hrs.. walau.. tink she cock eye lohz.. sum taste..
~^*^~dUn pUt uR hOpeS tOo hIgH~^*^~
Horrible Physics Paper
die le lahz.. phy die le.. so difficult.. tt pandian stil say it's EZ.. it's lyk history repeating itself.. feel lyk last yr's end yr paper.. so lan.. it's lyk i'm so damn nervous at e back coz not enuff time le.. den all e ez qn all rite rubbish.. haiz~ can pass can liaoz.. dun hope for A le.. sorry pandian.. really sorry.. i can't do it.. tink u wun get half class dist or all pass le.. haiz~
eng aso no hope lahz.. u noe my eng.. it's DIE de.. hope my CREATIVE compo can at least score.. if not i can go poly le.. tt day sia see was saying till lyk so gd liddat.. erm.. mayb can consider lohz..
hahaz.. today no one companys tt FF.. noe e feeling of loneliness le ba!!! hahaz.. mayb bcoz today's phy tt's y i've got shell n aileen wif me arguing tt toopid a.c motor qn.. hahaz.. n there r a few other ppl too.. den tt FF was ALL ALONE at his seat wif no one to tok to.. *evil grin* lalala~
haiz~ fri stil got e citisuccess presentation in e hall.. so aft bio me n ostaf go n c lohz.. y of all places they choose to hold it in nan hua?! stil got ministers cuming sum more.. haiz~ aft bio juz go c c lahz.. den e mooncake celeb.. dun tink wanna go lahz.. wad a nice time to hold it..
我会等待你能接受这么爱
here i am tempted to rite a blog n3 again.. haiz~ MUZ CONCENTRATE, DELIA!!! prelims le!!!!
ok enuff abt tt.. since i'm here let's tok abt today! erm.. maths n ss paper.. despite not doing anything much for maths.. i stil feel tt maths paper is beta den ss.. coz i olreadi failed to understand wad they asking for in e last SBQ!!! wrong le.. den maths til now minus 3 marks le ba.. tt 2nd last qn lucky last min change le.. if not wrong aso.. dunno y on one realised tt mistake in printing.. hmm..
ok den during e break took a 1/2 break.. aft woke up found tt shell n aileen both surronding tt FF.. jerk! wad's so damn attractive abt him?! he's juz a petty freak! FF! so i joined a 'gambling den' lohz.. now i finally understand y playing cards wif 4/4 n other ppl is much more pleasant den 4/1s.. coz 4/1's r SORE LOSERS!!!
i'm juz sitting e game watching e game.. 所谓旁观者清 i olreadi c tt veron n peiying lost, they stil wanna kip on playing.. den i pointed it out den got scolded by veron! "你没有玩吵着么多干吗？！神经病！" walau! i was near to tears lohz.. wad's wrong how cum i always e one hu get scolded when i'm not at fault!!! mayb i dunno e game (bridge) well lahz.. but sia see n siang yong aso say they lost mahz.. so wad's wrong? y scold me?! SORE LOSERS!!!!!
tt's y i decided not to go 4/1 class chalet.. (going for bbq oni) later down there kena qi fu again.. but aso partly bcoz my father cuming back during tt wk lahz.. wanna spend more time wif him mahz.. 难得he cum home.. furthermore it's 3 wks oni.. gor aso said i made e rite choice..
haiz~ stil prefer e grp of ppl hu jk, luff n share my troubles wif me.. they r so much beta den a bunch of hypocrites.. i realised i've made no true frenz in my 2 yrs in tt class.. sad ritez? now tt e grp of us is aso tearing apart.. i shall grad wif no frenz ba.. is there sth wrong wif me or is there sth wrong wif e ppl ard me?
now oni looking 4ward to inno yr-end camp.. (ostaf say most prob hav.. MUZ hav worz) ostaf's rite.. if e grp of us is going it's (e camp) not gonna boring.. NTH's gonna b boring wif them..
haiz~ things between us r getting complicated.. i dun even noe how to end it.. wad if he finds out?! i dunno.. but i noe he hates ppl hu betray his trust.. but if e both of us hav bin happy toking n confinig into each other.. does it really matter?..
~^*^~wLd e bOnd oF frEnShiP b sUbtaIneD?~^*^~
phy pract today.. lyk wad pandian said yest.. 'no nid to learn de.. juz go there n socre..' but i bu fang xin stil got learn a bit.. den quarantine tt time.. got a NICE NICE seat.. lalala~
den was lyk isolating myself fr e usual grp coz dun wanna c sum FF.. e other ppl in e class muz hav tot it's farnie.. oh wadeva! but stil enjoyed myself wif e other other of ppl lahz.. so siang yong givmme ting xie le i go ask them if they wanna play cards.. not really e usual ppl.. but stil had fun.. (ananab was angry at hw for eating sum BANANA crackers.. hahaz..) but shou qi not so gd today.. ananab's shou qi beta.. haiz~ not so gd wif dai di doesn't min not gd wif bridge.. hahaz.. learnt e game today.. but together wif chen an n jun long won 2 out of 3 games.. stil a bit blur abt e bidding part.. but thanx guys for teaching me!
den aft e 2nd shift.. sz moved over n tok to me.. at least not so boring.. crap lohz.. den aft tt she n 4/4 hav to leave for their pract.. shell went to wish her shuai ge gd luck.. i actually wanna wish sum1 gd luck de but dun dare to go over.. haiz~
den aft tt move to ava.. were lyk playing mini ping pong there.. tt kegan n zy lahz.. do sum toopid stunts.. balls flying everywhere.. mrs ong was a bit amazed..
den b4 moving into e saw dis huge grp of 4/4s outside canteen.. obviously waiting for e whole class to b there b4 going out 2gether.. whao prelim time stil can go out n hun.. (can't understand how they can spend e whole day slacking there too..) shen eh! but i hav to admire their class spirit..
den was e actual exam.. tt pandian ar.. cum n ka jiao me again! (lucky bio tt time he not there..) 'delia.. no challenge ritez.. to u it's so ez' den 'DISAPPOINTING, delia'.. whoa i nearly freaked out lohz.. check n check n check.. dunno wad's wrong.. den aft e exam check wif ppl.. correct lehz.. ARGH! was so nervous lohz.. but lucky din nervous til press calculator wrongly..
aft pract aileen was half crying half luffing n half telling me abt her silly mistake.. so scary u noe.. whao.. so lend her a hug lohz.. comfort her till i 4got abt my own water bottle.. left it in e lab.. haiz~
whao.. sum1 specially went to sum1's hse in e rain juz to giv her a box of swensons ice cream mooncake as b'dae present worz.. sumbody's in luck!
yeahi.. wkend lioaz.. juz luv e wkends.. ^_~
Not without you
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
//Down Memory Lane//
dis morn woke up to c nobody at home.. sis went guides bro went tuition.. (heyz! i din wake up v late k?! it was abt 8.45a.m. i tink..) so i decided to go collect my discman.. tt was sumwhere in Bukit Merah lohz.. so took 198 fr je n took off..
den hav to pass queensway complex mahz.. i was getting thirsty aft tt LONG bus ride so i drop off at e complex to go mac to hav a drink.. upon walking in, memories flooded me.. aft buying my drink i went to tt same table where 5 frenz sat one particular sunday.. i sat on e seat i once sat.. i rmb hw was in front of me.. he was bside me.. ostaf diagonally opp.. ananab at e table end.. dun really rmb e details of tt day xcept tt i rmb he was making superman out a of fench fries box n ostaf was toking abt 因果.. hw showed me his hp's inbox full of sum1's name.. n ananab ate A LOT!
ok so aft tt walked to collect discman.. they discovered no prob wif it.. haiz~ oh well.. mayb it's e prob wif my ears..
erm.. so aft called jigsaw puzzle world n they said my missing pieces hav arrived so i went there to collect lohz..
hav to go back mahz.. so i took 196 fr there to e nearest MRT station which happened to b
Buona Vista.. it reminded me of sth tt happened last Oct.. 4 frenz were making their way to IPOS for a scheduled research.. but they were running late coz they were dismissed late fr sch.. so they argued whether to take a cab.. sum argued tt stil got time.. so they boarded 196 but alighted at
Buona Vista to take a cab coz they realised tt they were indeed LATE! so they boarded a cab at e taxi stand.. hw was so anxious tt he even asked e uncle to 闯红灯..
den i boarded e MRT at buona vista to woodlands cuaseway pt.. ar.. tt's another place.. one particular rainy day in Nov 2003.. 4 frenz stepped out of e woodlands lib n saw a lil gal fall.. they were lyk 'Oh!' den one said tt e sch is e place where 1 is least likely to fall.. (南华＝难滑-_-")
haiz~ how cum these memories seems so vivid even though they happened so long ago? y linger on to e past when things aren't gonna b e same?! i dunno.. but everything seems to remind me of them.. they certianly made a great diff in my life.. esp in e past 2 yrs..
wif e 3 missing pieces collected, now my jigsaw is complete but sumthing in my life stil seems to b missing.....
hw:"Uncle! 为什么不chiong?! Amber light 是拿来chiong的!"
NICE NICE NJ DAY
today's e most EVENTFUL day of dis holi.. went out to sci ctr to watch our jr participate in NJRC.. i was suprised to noe tt he actually asked ostaf when's e event n when he cld go.. erm..
so woke up at 830.. mixed up e time supposed to b 9 o'clock de but i heard 930.. so arrived LATE.. to find tt oni hw was there.. e others went back to sch to get sth.. argh! ihate guys in PINK! SISSY!
den when they came back we went to mac n they had breakfast.. aft tt went back to spectactor stand to wait.. damn sianz.. haiz~ lucky got bring chi.. den ananab aso return me auto mahz.. so read lohz.. hmm.. ananab say i dun listen to his prob but i made him listen to me prob.. so nx time i shld listen to him.. stil lyk mh's 'tribute to a duck'... they aso read n they tink mh lyk me.. ARGH!!! plz it's 另有其人了.. i prefer HIS FREN lohz.. muz b HIM tt tot him to draw tt duck.. =)
tt dolphin damn noisy lohz.. cheering away.. lucky riverside n coral not there if not worse.. stil rmb last yr tt coral teacher.. dancing e banana dance.. (split banana split split banana!!) poor ananab.. haiz~
den lunch went out n i bought tsubasa 6!!!!! YESH!!! hahaz.. waited for SOOO long.. but little progress lahz.. but Syaoran is so damn shuai.. My god.. read e whole bk there while they went popular to buy POKER CARDS..
ok so were lyk playing thru out e nx few hrs.. wif him winning e most.. heyz.. i not bad ok won 4 times.. but strangely enuff everytime i win he loses.. switched
feng shui a few times.. mangaged to CURSE a few ppl.. hahaz.. jkjk.. overall still won ananab.. yea!
haiz~ lyk every yr.. we lost but at least got top 40.. not lyk sum grps go there waste time n get kosok!
today's really a nice day.. we got together again.. ya cca's e oni thing tt bonds us.. (it's
van der val forces.. mind you) haiz~ dis may b e last le.. aft tt prelim n 'o's le.. so fast a wk's holi's gone.. dunno y no pressure.. muz b numb..
though we lyk 个走个的(xcept for hw,him n ananab.. me n ostaf lyk OUTSIDER).. it stil beats going out wif 4/1 ppl.. coz going out wif 4/1 ppl is so sianz.. ya.. mayb i shld agree they r freaks.. dun lame dun luff dun play de.. n they dun dare to criticise me directly.. mayb tt's wad make them speacial ba.. bcoz 4/1 ppl r good at back-stabbing.. ("u buay song u say directly" tt's wad they r..) those criticisms make me a beta person.. everytime i tink its not gonna b e same.. i tear.. guess our frenship ends here.. haiz~ at least today's a happy day though it's not as nice as e days we had b4..
"i dIn wIn, hEnG wEi dIn wIn. jInG nGeI loSt. tHaT's aLl fUll sToP. tHe eNd.."
haiz~ damn sianz day.. tink thurs shld go sci ctr lahz.. coz thurs nobody at home lohz.. so i rather spend my day wif sum ppl..
in e morn did sum tian zhi.. suddenly reminded me of e days we've spend at chen yun's.. nette.. wei guang.. crissie.. rach.. wei xuan.. lan zhao yang.. aileen.. kok swee.. i stil rmb wei guang's 悟?有力（武孔有力）hahaz.. u noe they r all fr top sch.. RI RGS NYGS RV.. but they dun behav lyk one.. haiz~ those were e days we CHEAT teacher together.. i rmb once we even made her cry.. haiz~ i sorta miss chi tuition..
i stil dun understand how he managed to find out tt it was sent using my sis's fone.. checked my sis's fone while she's away.. dun hav his fone no. n neither his msg.. so how e hell he noe it's my sis?! mayb she IS wif contact wif him juz tt she noeing tt i'll check deleted all his msg n even no... hmm..
haiz~ siang yong n ostaf both agree tt i shld apologise BUT provided tt he wun scold me back n stil insist tt his rite.. but given his attitude he wun admit he's wrong de.. den they say he not worth my fren n my apology lohz.. bsides, ananab say i shld b JUE a bit dun apologise.. so i decided not to do anything.. hw's fav qoute--'let nature takes its course..'
oh ya.. today broke record by not smsing any1.. aiya yest sms too much consulting too many ppl le.. so today shou lian abit.. did nth much bsides studying today.. working hard on my eng--working on 1 compre everyday.. e funniest thing today is
jcguide.org.. my god dunno where qm found tt webby.. me n ananab had a GREAT TIME LUFFING over it..
One cubicle in the male canteen toilet (in RJC) bears the grafitti, "Lee Fong Seng is a bastard".
had a change of blogskin.. ya.. another one made by ME!! hahaz.. abit crazy abt quill n jj lin's 豆浆油条 .. v cute song.. tt's y i included it here.. hope u lyk it..
haiz~ spend e whole day dsigning dis lohz.. actually did 8 sec 3's chi tian zhi lahz.. revision mahz.. den planning to do 1 eng compre n learn bio too.. really sianz.. actually hav to go back to sch for CHI but tink of it CHI lessons r for slping de so i decided to stay at home n slack..
dis holi v boring lahz.. hav to STUDY STUDY n STUDY.. coz sch reopen prelim liaoz.. den dunno thurs wanna go watch e NJRC anot.. haiz~ hopeless de lahz.. dun nid go c aso noe wun win.. tt IPOS is olreadi a failure liaoz.. last yr we stil got 2nd lohz.. dis yr.. haiz~ when can inno get another achievement?!
|LATER|
ham sum how found out tt msg was sent by me -- using my sis fone.. (toopid sis.. dare BETRAY me) cumon in e 1st place it wasn't my fault.. i noe i hum ji dun dare scold him using my fone.. but i hav e rite to scold ritez!? (btw e msg wasn't typed by me--it was supplied by ananab..) so now how? things've became so complicated.. it always liddat.. e fault is always wif him lohz.. I'M NOT IN E WRONG!!!
~^*^~eNjOyiNg eVeRy wKeNd toKinG tO u~^*^~
today lotsa things happen lohz.. coz it was a whole day out.. 1st in e morn went to guang ming san 'c' my ah gong.. nearly cried lohz.. my ah gong when he's alive is v teng wo de..
den aft tt went my ah ma hse to use e 'facilities' to make cookies.. double choc.. damn nice.. thinking of giving them to those hu DESERVE it.. yum yum.. den lyk spend e whole aftnoon there le lohz.. did a BIT of hw there.. den aft tt went to IMM shop for discman.. oni paid $80 coz got $100 voucher.. den aso bought a CD pouch.. monkey de.. v CUTE!! hahax.. reminds me of chii yeh.. =P
den at home, i found out tt he watched Quill on tues wif HIS FRENZ le.. den i msg him so many times on wed he aso din tell me!? hurmpz! den on wed he was watching vcds a HIS FRENZ hse.. ARGH!!!! even angrier.. me oni SO-SO FREN? while they r V GD FRENZ?! =sobzzzzzz(
luckily ananab n ostaf stil consider me as GD fren.. e other 2.. suan le ba.. take it as i've nv known them..
U're a g0Ds3Nt g1Ft Fr ab0vE - yea, lyk real.. i take back my words!!
no one came to aplogise or do anything to show tt he's sorry abt wad he did yest.. wad kinda 'frenz' r they?! wad kinda frenz when they dun wanna c me.. dun wanna tok to me.. dun wanna reply my msg.. finally c thru them.. they r not worth my cherish n care.. wasted so much time on them tt i failed to notice e real frenz ard me.. my class.. yesh my class.. i've neglected them.. now i muz really cherish them..
i can't blif how foolish i was in e past.. to actually blif tt they r my best of frenz.. really foolish of me.. i shld hav realised it long ago.. but i refused to blif it.. i tot wad they said weren't true.. tot there was a hope of us getting back.. but nope.. e sitiuation worsened.. n now we r on our separate ways.. back to when we were strangers..
wad 'frenz' wldn't care?! dun even care to say a word of sorry.. i dun wan u to say it over e fone over msn over sms.. i wan u to say it to me personally.. can't feel their luv can't feel their care.. can't feel them.. they r completely outta my life now.. i'll try to erase their memories.. all those times we shared.. all those comforts u gav me. all those topics we used to tok so much abt.. they r all dreams, i guessed.. wad end-yr vacation?! all those r fanatasies! i've grown up.. learnt wad is betrayal.. learnt to differentiate between reality & fanatsies.. it's no use crying over spilled milk.. i wun let tears rule my day.. i shall cherish e ppl hu deserves my tresure..
dun worry.. b wif hu u lyk.. i wun bother u anymore..
~^*^~看透－当朋友不再是朋友~^*^~
SAD SAD DAY
actually planned to go out watch quill n hav dinner 2gether.. den ananab was sick.. v gd timing! dis time sick.. so he not going so e other 2 aso dun wanna go lohz.. ostaf c they lyk wanna go dun wanna go de.. not sincere aso dun wanna go..
actually i tot stil got a sense of hope tt ananab cld go den e others aso can go.. so i decided to wait at orchard til 5 for them.. on e way there i even saw my cousin.. shawn of 'I not Stupid' n sum tv artesses.. lucky? not lucky enuff..
i waited n waited till 5.. lyk i expected NO ONE turned up.. such NICE 'FRENZ' ritez.. since i'm there i went on to watch quill lohz.. ALONE! sum 'frenz'.. guessed we r thru......
e movie was e oni nice thing today.. v nice touching film (though in Jap) too bad sum idiots din get to watch it.. but even if they came aso no seats le.. such a nice film such a SAMLL cimema.. haiz~ when quill was a pup it was so damn cute! lyk tt blur face.. so CUTE.. it had 3 partings in its life.. i was crying at every parting lohz.. so damn sad.. esp when it left it's 2nd owner who raised him fr a pup to 1 yr old.. den when it's old tt's e SADEST part.. cried lyk siao.. poor thing.. it visited its childhood fren.. (a toy bear, Pea.. he dreamt of it when he was undergoing training as a guide dog.. hahaz.. dogs dream too!) but when he wanted to get into e hse.. he knocked onto e steps n fell..... aft a few days, he passed away at e age of 12yr 25 days.. haiz~ y can't dogs live longer den humans?
ananab ostaf quack shen xian
